
It's so crazy actually, to believe knowing and finding you was finally finding another reality.
The feeling was blinding and it covered my eyes so I couldn't see
It is so unfortunate and it's even annoying because you haven't even tendered an apology.
I'm actually the bigger fool because I ignored the signs and though we ought to be.
It's hurts so bad because you made me feel high for a moment then suddenly dashed me,
you hit me so hard like a fallacy.
If I did you what you did to me you'd feel very sad.
You'd trigger a lot of feelings and emotions like anger, skeptism and jealousy,
Your not just evil or wicked but very bad,
Now I finally believe and realize love is nothing real just a mere fallacy,
You caused me a lot of damages to my mental health and soon I may start going mad.
Now I'm a cruel monster,
My heart and soul have become as hard as stone,
My emotions are frozen cold.
You're not even the real one I knew, I feel you are an imposter or a fraudster.
Cause you did me dirty and licked me dry like a dog does to a bone.
You do such evil things like they are normal to you and now you have become bold.
Now I'm finding it hard to forgive,
Because you never cared only spoke to me when you needed assistance.
You cannot even do all I give,
Even if you put your whole strength in it you won't even have the persistence.
Now I don't think you want me to even live.
Because Your specialty is to make me sad and regret my existence.
It's sad to even remember this
This time Then I'm all fucked up and don't think I can get out of this mess.
But now I'm above all that I'm in my own New World and free.
Living and basking in Ecstasy.
And chasing my peace and mental stability because you are just a fallacy.
Mayowa Akintola-Daniels · Adeleke University, Ede
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Hmm this is a beautiful piece, it genuinely captures how messed up love could be and how hurt you can get from it. But beyond that, it also ended well, the freedom and peace that comes with letting go.