STATE OF MIND

PROTECT MAYOWA AT ALL COSTS

I'm at a point in life where all that matters to me is clarity of mind and peace.

Money and happiness come and go but no price is worth my sanity.

A lot of people want to tear me down , break me and remould me piece by piece.

Is it envy, is it malice is it hatred, is it rage, I'm literally a very peaceful man, so all these intrusive thoughts to me are not meant to be my reality.

Anxiety and panic attacks, a lot a lot will I see the light at the end of the tunnel but I'm wondering when all these worries will end and cease.

Lately, I've been very quiet and seriously I'm enjoying my state of introspection.

Because good and valuable things require possession of special access and of which I believe I am one.

I'm at a point where I can't vent anger or brutality on anyone, I'd rather withdraw and leave the relationship to speculation.

It's better to have only a few true friends than a thousand niggas who'd slide with your enemies and waste you'd usually your time and energy on.

Better is the end of a thing than the beginning, I've burnt a lot of bridges and ports mentally.

I don't understand why you'd call yourself a friend and you only come when you need something from me.

You don't want to associate with me in public but you adore me and chike me up in private, anyways I've left it all to God it's beyond me now, it's gone.

Too many types of problems, many many types of problems but i stand on my ten toes.

I can't disappoint my ansectors I'm their tongue and I can't rest till I make the legacy trail and standards higher.

I'm a soldier and I don't see limitation or foes.

Any challenge I go through now as a young chap I pray to God and we set it on fire.

Although life's a battlefield I don't count my loses as casualties and woes.

Because everyday I'm evolving and maturing right from young age I've been destined for something greater and I'm still growing nevertheless.

I'm at a point where mentally I just easily traverse and this will probably be the last verse here.

But it's a little note for the ones I still hang unto the ones that'll never leave, the things that keep me alive during this time of mental grief.

I'm still young though so I'm bound to make mistakes.

I've acted childish and gone off the rails but still I've learnt to guard my peace and keep some people at knees length cause they're worst than AIDs and when they're needed they can never give aid.

Protect your sanity always, your mental health is something never meant to be gambled upon or staked.

When you become great, stay true to those who believed and stayed.