GONE FOR GOOD

​Is this worth all the effort I gave?

This was not our agreement, we broke up and made up severally.

I mean what's the pain of leaving me scared and heartbroken, why couldn't you have at least left me alone now I'm as cold as a grave.

This I can no longer condone, this is intolerable conduct in our relationship, you left me for another then you came to beg me, no I cannot work, now I'm damaged severely.

I'm falling away too deep and I'm getting hard to save.

​Our relationship was a total disaster, on me it did maximum emotional damage.

The fact that you did it and cheated on me a night to my birthday, you tried to deny as of I'm blind but I saw your hands on his shoulders.

You give him all the love and affection and then you come back to me and treat me like garbage.

Now I'm alone, so cold like a winter night, like storm violently throwing heavy boulders.

You deceived me with an innocent look, texts and other tactics but it was all lies and part of your evil package.

Now I see how serious heartbreaks turn the kindest men into the devil's soldiers.

​Now you want me back after he put you through hell and back.

You plan to treat me the way the children of Israel treated God,

Unfortunately your time with me is up, yes you heard me right, no need to unpack.

Go back to your Egypt you came to my place and hang around like a stud.

I've killed all the feelings I once had, I mean you used to be the only loss I take, but now I'm chasing paper and planning making it stack.

​Since you left, life got better, less toxicity, less pain, less vulnerability.

I used to love you then, your beauty I would praise and rate a ten out of ten.

I figured out later that you were a liability, you never cared, you were using me, then I was as dumb as a hen.

Yes, one that was about to be slaughtered, but now I've turned out your tactics and strategy, but actualizing your spell won't work on me.

You're not a ten if your plan is to ruin and depress young innocent men.

I took your matter up so serious like a project but you saw me as a distraction and the other guy as a priority.

​Then you proceed to ruin my name.

In fact, that's a dumb decision, shows how low your IQ is because who would be your gain.

You see innocent men as victims and you eat them alive like Suya and street food.

I observed hiw you and him dramatize on your Instagram, I fantasized hiw he used to put you in the mood.

I used to be jealous but after he did you dirty as well I guess I'm good.

Thank God I left before it was too late.

I'm happy you left, cause since you did God opened his floodgate.

​I'm up now and I can never fall again.

I'm glad I've recovered from all the stress and pain

I'm no longer the fool I once was, you cannot use me and dump me like garbage,

I mean my parents said I shouldn't settle for less like you so why do I have to manage,

that's why I decided to move and I'm gone for good.