FINGERS CROSSED

I'm at a point in life where I don't care if you can relate or not.

And I don't give a damn about your opinion, maybe a little but not a lot.

Because I'm a Man of Peace, I hate to apply force.

I may be very crazy and strict because of the limits did yours I set and enforce.

​I keep my fingers crossed.

And expect the best for myself no matter the situation.

Because I've been toyed with and taken for granted, let's just say my feelings have been tossed!

​I have nothing else to do but than to write to depress my frustration.

I regret a lot in life like those moments I fucked up and the good friends I lost.

​But now I'm a bit stable because I was able to come through to, despite those conditions.

​I thank God I was able to maintain my sanity

Despite all the fake love, jealousy and hypocrisy I've been seeing.

And those that I only wanted to use me and leave when they are needed.

​With all these I still keep my fingers crossed, maintaining peace & tranquility with all and in the worst situations.

​Just love and faith I've been keeping.

Because I was and I am a born sinner and it's guilty I pleaded.

​With how far I've come in life.

From denials to rejections, from ecstasy to depression.

For a better future, I work hard & strive.

To build a greater legacy and get loads of awards & recognitions.

​People see me as proud and acting like I've just arrived.

They don't know what I've been going through, my pains or my goals,aspirations and situations.

That's why I always keep my fingers crossed.